I'm a Big Girl Now

"It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It is the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It is the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live. "

"Not all scars show,
Not all wounds heal,
Sometimes you can't see
The pain someone feels."

Friday, June 06, 2008

6th jun
went to work den after work rush home cux i thought i got project to submit by tonite 10pm!!! den i go check my email. again..CHEY is next fri!!! soo happy WHEN I KNOW IS NOT TONITE!!! soo sooo happy and relief..hehehe..and my aunt give mi $1.5k to go buy a LV bag..and most is she give mi cash!!!!?? hahaha at first i thought she joke joke onli..but now is true..my EARLI BDAY PRESENT!!! THX AUNT..now i got one guggi bag from mom and going to get one LV bag from aunt..and..WAT'S NEXT ?! hahaha a new HP ? hehehehe...hopefully...hehehe..feel soo happy now..cux no need to rush and stress over project submission..cux is NEXT FRI 10pm..hahahaa ..i realli feel i veri blur!!!..

5th jun
today is a veri lousy day ..!!!!!!!!! my laptop de adaptor spoiled and can't use Internet for the past few days..den my fren told mi got e-learning work to do..so i better settle the adaptor..den morning suppose to meet Yvonne(my colleague) for shopping but she suddenly got something on..den i changed my plan..go buy adaptor!! be4 that, my small cousins and mi wash my dirty car..hahaha..fun time tgt..almost like playing water la..the car was clean and shiny..but...IT RAIN IN THE EARLI AFTERNOON!!!!! AAHHHHHHhhh!!! SOO IDIOT!!! ..den sooo nice of my fren for pei mi to go find the acer service center...THX ALOT MY DEAR DEAR FREN!!! if not i think i sure lost my way..but i think..i was the smart one who found the building lei..and den had lunch at bukit timid market and den went sch for project discussion with tutor. and the worst thing in my life is..I DROP MY PHONE INTO A POOL OF RAINWATER when i was looking for the car key..it was raining DAMN heavy LA..OMG!!! phone spoiled!!! AHhhhhhh wat a day..spent $117.70 for the adaptor and now..MY HP T-T...i spent $890 with contract for buying this dopod hp last year and NOW WHAT !!? another few hundred for new phone? hopefully not..jux the Evaluation service cost $42.80 without warranty......sianz the warranty jux over since march..SIANZ..after meeting fetch dear den we both went to dopod service center ..3-5 days den will get back to mi to tell mi how much the whole service will charge..SIANZ..few more days later den can get back my phone..all my contact no. T-T....one service center after another ...WAT's NEXT?!

stupidly waste effort in washing car in the morning

hahaha i'm one of them too..but we have fun

this is the exact location that i drop my HP..taken after the rain..park back to exact location!!

4th jun
morning went to work..den was surprised that timothy CALLED MI!!! we like lost contact for 3 years ..and he still called mi to tell mi he is going back to Indonesia for holiday and he is going to NUS ..soo happy for him..he still sound like a professor ..haha..i still can remember the days in my sec 4 life when he is my sitting partners in class..hahah we same class for 4 years..i still can remember how he keep trying to challenge mi in studies..hahaha..especially in E & A maths , eng, Accounts, history and social studies..haha..he is a damn smart guy..who remember things super detail.. like the history of the president of many different countries..and also always study veri weird things or veri unusual topics above our level. hhaha of cux i remember how mi and shihui use to bully him and Tze kiam hahaha..so surprise he got my no. ..of cux i called him to meet us when he came back to s'pore..after work , dear waiting for mi at my aunt hse, we bring my cousin (who had jux came to s'pore last month) and small cousin to selegie for TAO hUAY!! hehehe..super full and we also da bao alot back...hehhee
driving to work..my uncle fetch my mom to bugis..i fetch the rest to ang mo kio jun jie playing with the wheel..

3rd jun
went to work..and i realli started to like love all my new colleagues are all soo funny and cute...WORKING is TIRING and SUPER BUSY!! but with them around..work is also funny and happening..hhahaha...i can't wait to go home..cux my mom is busying at home preparing for dinner for us , dear was waiting at my home for mi to come back..wen i reached home..i suddenly feel veri happy and forget all the tiring work...we all LOVE my mom's cooking..she a DAMN good chief!!! dear also say so..dinner time we chat and laugh tgt..soo happy..soo warm..

and mom also said this to dear," DO come over for dinner often okie! "

i realli like it..i realli like when my family support mi in my relationship..i like it when we are close like one big family..i like my life, my family and my dear..o his his parent also treat mi veri good..i also like it..

2nd jun
paper ends at 3pm, den we had IAP meeting..realli regret not going for OIAP interview!!! AHhhhh..nvm..its all over..now waiting for the 2 events company to call us..den after meeting went to my small cousins hse..the also having their holidays..and i bring them to SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET!!! hahaha i think we realli not suitable for buffet..cux we all eat soo little..but DAMN FULL!!! realli had a fun them tgt with them..haha..

1st jun
STILL GOT 3 MORE LECTURE TO STRUGGLE WITH!! Ahhhhh~ but at nite, still went out to celebrate binghan's bday with my sec sch gang..we (the girls) actually told him we need to study..can't celebrate with him..but in the end we all decided to give him surprise!! cux..THIS IS WAT BEST FRENS R FOR!!! hahaha..realli miss them alot..and we planned to meet up more often during holiday..more event's to come!! can't wait to see ur again..realli had a fun time tgt with them..but went back home......BACK TO STUDY..SIANZZZzzz
BEST GANG IN LIFE!!!surprise SHINY ! the camera girl

JUMP

guys jiu si guys

31st may
stayed at home studying for my paper!!! Aaahhhhh struggling like hell..the onli module i never go for lecture..the onli module that is tested for Common test..SIANZzzzzz ...at nite, dear temped mi with geylang de BLACK PEPPER CHILLY CRAB!!! ..hahaha so he come fecth mi den we went there to da bao and spent $150 purely on the crab...mom also prepared some dishes to the nice big family dinner with dear!!!.. I HAD A GREAT DINNER!! REALLI GREAT DINNER!!!
love love..heheheYUMMY DINNER!!!30 may
drive to sch in the super earli morning for abacus lesson all by myself..heng the expressway was smooth and reached sch at 750am!! 8am lesson..i feel so proud i finally reached sch earli..hahaha..so nice of tutor or isit Xiao yan who went to buy SELEGIE TAO HUAY for the class...wat a nice earli breakfast...den after lesson meet Mislia for project every thing ends about 11plus..den i da bao food from canteen 1 for DEAR..he today off..he got said be4 he miss sch food..so nice of mi right..hehe..and sent the food right to his door step..and he jux woke up la..den we slack at home watching TV and i realli like this kind of relaxing life.. soo loving~ ..his dad also took off today..den we 3 went for lunch a jurong point ..and at nite dear sent mi home.. at 11plus i met my fren to pass calculator to him cux he need it for next day's paper..hahah..i think ..IF YOU GOT GOOD RESULT FOR THIS PAPER U MUST THX MI IF NOT OF MI U SURE GG(good game)..MUST TREAT MI SOMETHING GOOD!!..hahaha den went to selegie to eat and da bao tao huay for my family ..nice supper ..